Lavender: That's what I thought, too. Lavender: I'm thinking of finding somewhere in the city with no people and just staying there until I fade away. Lavender: That way, when I try to come back, I can be on a different unit. Lavender: And John won't have to deal with me. Lavender: Maybe I can find Lily that way, too. I could bring him back. Lavender: I know it seems bad but it's starting to sound like the best option.
Re: day 172, late morning
Lavender: I'm thinking of finding somewhere in the city with no people and just staying there until I fade away.
Lavender: That way, when I try to come back, I can be on a different unit.
Lavender: And John won't have to deal with me.
Lavender: Maybe I can find Lily that way, too. I could bring him back.
Lavender: I know it seems bad but it's starting to sound like the best option.