Mars: punishing you for CARING about him??? Mars: you realize that makes HIM the asshole, not you, right?? Mars: if anyone should be kicked out of lilis it's him Mars: for being a huge dick
Lavender: He's already in trouble with the Producers for avoiding and ignoring most of LiliS. Lavender: So he was reaching out to try and make it better. Lavender: And then he accused me of making it hard for him to reach out. Lavender: Because I'd just sort of given up on him. Lavender: It all kind of went downhill from there.
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Lavender: If I tell you something, will you promise to keep it a secret?
Mars: that's HIS problem Mars: not yours Mars: you said you tried to reach out to him and that he didn't want you to care about him Mars: he can't get angry at you for "making it hard to reach out" while also being angry at you for even trying in the first place
Lavender: That's what I thought, too. Lavender: I'm thinking of finding somewhere in the city with no people and just staying there until I fade away. Lavender: That way, when I try to come back, I can be on a different unit. Lavender: And John won't have to deal with me. Lavender: Maybe I can find Lily that way, too. I could bring him back. Lavender: I know it seems bad but it's starting to sound like the best option.
Mars: don't do it at all Mars: it's a pretty dumb idea Mars: i don't think you'd find lily that way Mars: i think you'd just make the rest of your unit upset
Lavender: I miss them already and it hasn't even been three days. Lavender: I keep trying to think about what other unit I could be on but none of them sound right. Lavender: sensitIV is nice but I don't think it suits me. The blood bathtub is really creepy, too. Lavender: And I was joking earlier when I asked if I'd make a good hero. I know I wouldn't. Lavender: I'm a villain, anyway. So maybe I should go ask ZRAEL. Lavender: But even if it does suit me, I really just want to go home more than anything.
Mars: go home and do what i told you to do Mars: something will give that way Mars: because you'll be telling john that you're not going to take his bullshit Mars: while also showing him that you care Mars: if he isn't an idiot. . . he'll understand.
Lavender: I don't think I'm very good at either. Lavender: I hate studying. I like reading but I'm bad at studying. Lavender: Anyway, I'm sorry we didn't get to have tea together. Lavender: If I go back, I'll let you know. And we can do it properly.
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maleficafe) wrote2019-11-11 08:01 pm
Re: day 172, late morning
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Mars: punishing you for CARING about him???
Mars: you realize that makes HIM the asshole, not you, right??
Mars: if anyone should be kicked out of lilis it's him
Mars: for being a huge dick
Re: day 172, late morning
Lavender: So he was reaching out to try and make it better.
Lavender: And then he accused me of making it hard for him to reach out.
Lavender: Because I'd just sort of given up on him.
Lavender: It all kind of went downhill from there.
[...]
Lavender: If I tell you something, will you promise to keep it a secret?
Re: day 172, late morning
Mars: not yours
Mars: you said you tried to reach out to him and that he didn't want you to care about him
Mars: he can't get angry at you for "making it hard to reach out" while also being angry at you for even trying in the first place
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Mars: and sure
Mars: i promise
Re: day 172, late morning
Lavender: I'm thinking of finding somewhere in the city with no people and just staying there until I fade away.
Lavender: That way, when I try to come back, I can be on a different unit.
Lavender: And John won't have to deal with me.
Lavender: Maybe I can find Lily that way, too. I could bring him back.
Lavender: I know it seems bad but it's starting to sound like the best option.
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Mars: do you know what i think you should do?
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Mars: tell him to sit the fuck down
Mars: and then make him a nice meal
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Lavender: Should I practice punching? I'm not very good at it.
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Mars: you can practice with me
Mars: i'm GREAT at punching
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Lavender: Thanks, Mars.
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Mars: just don't do the fading away thing
Mars: . . . okay?
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Lavender: I'll try everything I can first.
Re: day 172, late morning
Mars: it's a pretty dumb idea
Mars: i don't think you'd find lily that way
Mars: i think you'd just make the rest of your unit upset
Re: day 172, late morning
Lavender: I keep trying to think about what other unit I could be on but none of them sound right.
Lavender: sensitIV is nice but I don't think it suits me. The blood bathtub is really creepy, too.
Lavender: And I was joking earlier when I asked if I'd make a good hero. I know I wouldn't.
Lavender: I'm a villain, anyway. So maybe I should go ask ZRAEL.
Lavender: But even if it does suit me, I really just want to go home more than anything.
Re: day 172, late morning
Mars: because that's where you belong
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Lavender: Nothing would change. Nothing would get better.
Lavender: Something has to give.
Re: day 172, late morning
Mars: something will give that way
Mars: because you'll be telling john that you're not going to take his bullshit
Mars: while also showing him that you care
Mars: if he isn't an idiot. . . he'll understand.
Re: day 172, late morning
Lavender: How can someone be so smart and so stupid at the same time?
Lavender: I don't get it.
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Lavender: I hate studying. I like reading but I'm bad at studying.
Lavender: Anyway, I'm sorry we didn't get to have tea together.
Lavender: If I go back, I'll let you know. And we can do it properly.
Re: day 172, late morning
Mars: i'm gonna stop by sensitiv
Re: day 172, late morning
Lavender: Okay.
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[CUZ HE IS KNOCKING]
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Hello.
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Hi.
Come with me.
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